Wrong. But your grief is no more "special" than anyone else's. Everyone thinks their personal pain must be the worst ever, because it feels that way.Originally Posted by oldmunchkin
GGT thinks my grief should just 'Go Away" because it ain't hers!
Wrong. But your grief is no more "special" than anyone else's. Everyone thinks their personal pain must be the worst ever, because it feels that way.
GGT thinks my grief should just 'Go Away" because it ain't hers!
You heard me, for years, tout how lucky I was to have both my parents still alive! Well, shit, you all helped me when Daddy died! And now I am supposed to not "feel"?
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
I've been listening to you "mourn out loud" for years. It's still no excuse for the other things going on in your life. Since you brought it out in public, maybe that means you're ready to hear from others that wallowing in self-pity and caving to your destructive addictions is just part of an addict's dysfunctional mechanism?
This comes from the who drinks wine at 10n AM?But I forgot, again!...Munchkin is NEVER allowed to have a bad day!!!!
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
That's your time zone, not mine. I drink wine at lunchtime, sometimes.This comes from the who drinks wine at 10n AM?
You're the one who took our MSN convo public, but out of context. This isn't about your bad day or bad patch. Feel free to share how I've been trying to help you get out of your funk without making excuses or blaming other people.
Yes...You have tried to help me thru all this shit! I love you for that and you damned well know it!That's your time zone, not mine. I drink wine at lunchtime, sometimes.
You're the one who took our MSN convo public, but out of context. This isn't about your bad day or bad patch. Feel free to share how I've been trying to help you get out of your funk without making excuses or blaming other people.
My bad "patch" is getting fucking worse, and it's all gonna be fine when it's all done. So fuck it!
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
Thanks for being my "friend"! If you really wanna get to the root of your attitude, PM me and I'll give you some e-mail addys that prove I ain't quite as bad you fucking think!That's your time zone, not mine. I drink wine at lunchtime, sometimes.
You're the one who took our MSN convo public, but out of context. This isn't about your bad day or bad patch. Feel free to share how I've been trying to help you get out of your funk without making excuses or blaming other people.
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
1) Someone i grew up with told me accidentally that they love me, she soon apologised and tried to blame it on her being sleepy as she had woken up from a nap. Found it sweet, yet very shocking at the same time. Completely threw me off guard!
2) Me and my partner of 6 years are rocky, might end up splitting up (not linked to 1 in any way). It's been rather patchy for the last year to two years. Dreading it if i'm completely honest, especially as we live together.
3) I can't eat because of (2) which is unheard of because i always eat.
Last edited by Lor; 06-29-2010 at 02:10 PM.
^ That really sucks, sorry.
I just finished working 60 hours this past week, my first week with a full time job. Made around $450, just enough to pay for the costs to repair my car, which I found out about today. This is after dropping another near $600 last summer to overhaul the electrical system.
Sucks, dude, hope you get it figured out.1) Someone i grew up with told me accidentally that they love me, she soon apologised and tried to blame it on her being sleepy as she had woken up from a nap. Found it sweet, yet very shocking at the same time. Completely threw me off guard!
2) Me and my partner of 6 years are rocky, might end up splitting up (not linked to 1 in any way). It's been rather patchy for the last year to two years. Dreading it if i'm completely honest, especially as we live together.
3) I can't eat because of (2) which is unheard of because i always eat.
Keep on keepin' the beat alive!
I just don't have the energy for arguments at the moment, especially as i'm not eating much or sleeping much.
in the hospital again. I fucking hate kidney stones
When the stars threw down their spears
And watered heaven with their tears:
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the lamb make thee?
Maybe take some time off on your own or with friends? To get out of it?
Keep on keepin' the beat alive!
Maybe, we'll have to see. I just don't like not eating as i have a good appetite.
Damn Khen, how many times is that now?
In the future, the Berlin wall will be a mile high, and made of steel. You too will be made to crawl, to lick children's blood from jackboots. There will be no creativity, only productivity. Instead of love there will be fear and distrust, instead of surrender there will be submission. Contact will be replaced with isolation, and joy with shame. Hope will cease to exist as a concept. The Earth will be covered with steel and concrete. There will be an electronic policeman in every head. Your children will be born in chains, live only to serve, and die in anguish and ignorance.
The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but blind, pitiless indifference.
Another case of getting old, Diablo II is 10 years old today...
Jesus Christ
The new ladder is pretty active, too
In the future, the Berlin wall will be a mile high, and made of steel. You too will be made to crawl, to lick children's blood from jackboots. There will be no creativity, only productivity. Instead of love there will be fear and distrust, instead of surrender there will be submission. Contact will be replaced with isolation, and joy with shame. Hope will cease to exist as a concept. The Earth will be covered with steel and concrete. There will be an electronic policeman in every head. Your children will be born in chains, live only to serve, and die in anguish and ignorance.
The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but blind, pitiless indifference.
Fuck this !!!! My network disk crashed. This really sucks.
Congratulations America
Fifth or fourth, I think. Lost count, I dare say. Well, if I don't have any pain tonight I should be getting out tomorrow after a CT scan. Good thing is that this really teaches you to be more nonchalant about pain. And the doctor told me that I only received the fifth of the maximum possible dose of pain medication
When the stars threw down their spears
And watered heaven with their tears:
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the lamb make thee?
That sucks real hard lor.
But elaborate on (1)
"Son," he said without preamble, "never trust a man who doesn't drink, because he's probably a self-righteous sort, a man who thinks he knows right from wrong all the time. Some of them are good men, but in the name of goodness, they cause most of the suffering in the world. They're the judges, the meddlers. And, son, never trust a man who drinks but refuses to get drunk. They're usually afraid of something deep down inside, either that they're a coward or a fool or mean and violent. You can't trust a man who's afraid of himself. But sometimes, son, you can trust a man who occasionally kneels before a toilet. The chances are that he is learning something about humility and his natural human foolishness, about how to survive himself. It's damned hard for a man to take himself too seriously when he's heaving his guts into a dirty toilet bowl.
The live-in girlfriend of ex #3 couldn't find him today...so she came here looking for him!
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
Might have to look into a polysomnogram to see if I have sleep apnea. Last night I think I may have actually been choking in my sleep, and certainly not the first time either.
OMG! The Thing has sleep apnea and it can be very frightening for both you and your bed partner. The first time I heard him quit breathing, I just about freaked out...shaking him, yelling at him, until he woke up and mumbled, "What's your fucking problem?" When I told him, in the morning, that he had quit breathing in the night, it scared him half to death.Might have to look into a polysomnogram to see if I have sleep apnea. I think I may have actually been choking in my sleep the other night. This is not the first time it's happened either.
I know it's dangerous and can be the cause of several other physical ills. If you never feel like you got a good night's sleep, it's very possible it's because you quit breathing and then semi-wake up when you start again. It can also cause, or at least trigger, asthma attacks, heart attacks, and other such things.
I'm no medical expert, but getting this checked out would be good. There are treatments that can sure help.
I don't have a problem with authority....I just don't like being told what to do!Remember, the toes you step on today may be attached to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow!RIP Fluffy! 01-07-09 I'm so sorry Fluffster! People who don't like cats were probably mice in an earlier life! My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely!The nice part about living in a small town: When you don't know what you're doing, someone else always does!
Atari bullshit refugee!!
People using the word 'addicting'.
As in 'I find this game really addicting'.
The adjective form of the word is 'addictive' people!
I grew up with Girl 1 since I was a wee toddler, we used to chill out a lot together as our families were/are good friends. When we entered our mid teens (16) that relationship developed into something a little more than just friendship - something we never planned for - it just happened. However I moved towards Norwich and she stayed near London so things died down due to distances. We only get to see each other during special events and it's fantastic to see her, we both end up talking and coming to the same conclusion that we miss each other’s company (not necessarily in that way although we both have never denied that + she has admitted she wished I was alone when we saw each other last) and having a little natter like we used to.
Moving on - I text her the other day to see if she's getting on ok as she's currently living in Manchester with her father (her chance to develop her relationship with him as he moved away when she was really young). After a few exchanges she text me saying something along the lines of "awww that’s cool, thanks. Love you x". After that initial text which I didn't read straight away she quickly text "I'm so sorry, plz ignore that I was having a nap before work and didn't realise x" (She works Friday evenings at a mates bar).
I let her know there was no reason to be sorry, as I wasn't upset in the slightest, in fact I said it was rather flattering and it made me smile. I would like to know if she actually meant it being as we've known each other for so long it's just not something I can forget. Plus I don't believe her excuse.
Sounds more like a casual addendum to the text message than an actual statement of fact.
'Love you x' at the end of a text is very different to using the three words 'I love you' in a standalone format, which is much more explicit. The former is likely intended to be friendly and offhand.
If thats the case, surely you wouldn't be so quick to apologise? Especially if you've known someone for so long. Plus i know what we've exchanged during talks, to say the least they reveal a lot about our intentions should we see each other next. Naught i know
I initially agreed with tim there that it was just a casual sign-off and didnt mean much, but that apology does make it suspicious.
I once had a thing with a very beautiful fundie girl who i had previously just been good friends with after i had dinner with her and mentioned a girl id just met. She text me afterwards saying something along the lines of "im sorry i said i was jealous of x", even though she hadnt said anything of the sort. Obviously that gave me the confidence to make a proper move the next time i saw her. Good times.
"Son," he said without preamble, "never trust a man who doesn't drink, because he's probably a self-righteous sort, a man who thinks he knows right from wrong all the time. Some of them are good men, but in the name of goodness, they cause most of the suffering in the world. They're the judges, the meddlers. And, son, never trust a man who drinks but refuses to get drunk. They're usually afraid of something deep down inside, either that they're a coward or a fool or mean and violent. You can't trust a man who's afraid of himself. But sometimes, son, you can trust a man who occasionally kneels before a toilet. The chances are that he is learning something about humility and his natural human foolishness, about how to survive himself. It's damned hard for a man to take himself too seriously when he's heaving his guts into a dirty toilet bowl.
Well I agree there (actually did that myself last weekend, and the other person thought more of it), but the apology sortof proves she means more with it.
Keep on keepin' the beat alive!
Work has finally decided to add TheWorldForgotten to their list of banned sites.
I was dreading this day.
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